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countdown 14 days… result will be coming out… ARGH… nervous mad me! already dunwan to think liao loh, y still always run and run in my mind de leh? cant have a good holiday also.
this is the 1st sem, and also the 1st final exam in the university, of course will gan jiong lah. i didn put a lot effort on this exam, if really cannot fulfil enough units, i need to take the paper again. that time really die mad me ady. my gosh, what can i do now?pray for it lah, no choice ady.
i hope they will sayang us a bit loh, pity us 1st year students a bit loh.. dun force us too much in the 1st sem.. please be good to us lah. i not hope to get all As like other PEOPLE, but i wanna get all PASS enough ady loh.. isn’t it… my frens…haha…
Add comment November 27, 2008
well, back in hometown now. but dunno y, i really miss my time in cameron, i miss my grandparents so much… hmm, dunno y i have this kind of feelings. mayb i m too stress with my final, and feel like wanna relax myself. mayb i m too tired, i feel that their care for me, i can c that…
but, now i m back in my home, it’s another kind of feeling, the care frm my parents, is the same with my grandparents. i will use for this month of all the time, spend with them. and i think that, i will not willing to go back to penang after a month. because i know that, we hardly to see each other during my 2nd sem in usm…
am i missing someone? i m not sure also… but i m sure that inside my heart, i still have this person, and i think this person also the same. so, i hope everything will be fine loh… i miss ya…
Add comment November 23, 2008
the last 2 papers… just had one university paper today, feel like dun have any confident to score… all also ding-dong-bell….. after finish the exam, i really dunno how to say about my feeling. i think a bit weird, and strange, and weird loh… haiz… too worry about this paper…
but, forget abt it lah… now need to concentrate on the last paper, French, wow… hard to believe, i learn french, but i love japanese so so much. exam will prove everything, haiz… hope i can get a good result on it loh… hehe..
this few weeks, really cant sleep well. worry about exam? i think not really… my time already become different with the normal people.. i really need to change it before my 2nd sem come again.. huhu… thinking wanna go back home now… everyone already home sweet home, but i m still staying in this university.. forget about it… left 3 more days to go… i wanna go to cameron ady..yeah!
someone told my mum that, why am i so busy all the time? why am i keep missing in the gakkai activities? and my answer is, why u all keep on asking my mum about me? why u all do not want to come to ask me? please be straight forward to me, ok? i m not a kid anymore, not need to let my mum to worry about me… for those people out there… come on, dun be shy to find me and call me… my phone will 24 hours open for u all……. !!!!!!!!!
i hate it so much… if u all think that uni life is more free, and my answer is totally NOT… i know what am i doing, i know what should i need to do… maybe of the attitude of yrs, make me feel that so ignoring.. yes, i knw that everyone care about me for who am i… but this is not the kind of care… feel like u all scolding me for not attend all those meetings, feel like u all keep saying me become lazy… excuse me, if i m lazy, then i cant forgive myself, i already promise SENSEI, the things i had promised that time when i saw Sensei, i sure will do it… and i will prove it out…
Add comment November 17, 2008
my 10 days in USM with no exam…
hmm… this 10 days quite ok in usm, but sometimes will got flu, and ahh-chi until non-stop…i think hor… our room already got virus lah..mama… haha…
sometimes flu until sleep very charm de leh…haha… hmm… now need to start study back again… next week is my last 2 papers and this sem will end soon.. need to prepare for my next sem ady loh.hehe…
hmm… congratulations to mama… cause she know how to use the friendster blog ady loh…haha… feel so happpyyy for her…
recently, i m missing someone… hope the person will know about this loh. i think that person know, but just keep it only mah… hmm… this few days a bit unhappy actually, dunno y leh? i mean today… nt happy… haiz… wanna ki siao ady… chat with that person shud feel happy de mah… but dunno y lah… so sien dy… maybe got some news that i dunwan to know gua…
forget abt it ba… i know what i wanna do? and i know that which time is suit me to do everything… I JUST NEED SOMETIMES! please dont FORCE me to do something that i dun like… everyone also got their own privacy, and their own rights to do something they wan… so… sorry… and give me sometimes…
i miss my parents suddenly… dunno y? all my frens is going back to kuantan one by one, and me leh? haiz… too bad… i will coming back sooon, my frens, my comrades, and my ji mui…
oh ya, my dearest comrades and ji mui, gambateh in yr spm and stpm ya…
2 comments November 13, 2008
exam period…
huhu… finally… i had passed through my papers… listening to music, MIC and MP… keyboard and my theatre paper…
oh gosh… i m so happy with it… and now… i m so tired… until i dunno how to express out my tiring feeling… and now… i think i m start to sick ady. my lovely mama also… both of us together sick..haha… recently do what also together… sick also together jor…haha…paiseh lah..
left 2 more papers to go… so, gambateh everyone… and then we can go to play ady… yeahZ!
1 comment November 7, 2008
it’s me…
it’s me again… 5.22am, writing this blog…
and i m still sitting in front of my laptop, not chatting, but studying… everyone is sleeping so sweet at this time, and i m still sitting on the chair, reading something that i really not so understand. but how also need to absorb it… people will thot me so siao… at this final moment sure must relax myself… but y still wan study… yea, i had a lot did not study…
and i need to memorize all those history, listening to some music and need to know the composers, the song’s title and also something about the song. my gosh… it’s only one part for the exam… how about the history? the terminology for each period? wah… that’s a loh… this is so called burn the midnite oil…
for those who really dunno what music is about… and what is in yr mind is just, music is so easy to study… only sit on the piano and play play play… please clean this thinking out from yr mind… and i will sit down and tell u all… what music course study about… how suffer am i?
yea… maybe u will say, this is what u choose… and u desire for u. yea, i know, this is what i want to choose and i m telling u, i m NOT REGRET for choosing this difficult course to study…and i LOVE it SO MUCHHHH/…..
Add comment November 1, 2008
birthday…
yeah… happy birthday to myself.. thanks for the wishes from my friends through sms or through friendster. yes, i m happy. but, i feel like less something. dunno what? a bit bored today, cause really dunno what to do. find my fren go shopping. saw something feel like wanna buy it down, but… haiz… at last i think, will i wasting my money for it just because i want it for my birthday? at last, i also walk out from the shop. and go away… buy nothing, just something, for someone… hehe… then went to my ji mui hse and find her, hmm… eat and get present again.. wanna thanks her and her parents so so much.. i love u! haha… next, a very special fren, sing a birthday song to me… through phone…can said like this.. thanks so much. i m so so so happy..yeah… and not forgotten, must thanks to my form 6 ji mui, give me a surprise celebration. i m so happy that day… i love u all so much and will miss u all… thanks for everything… let us work hard together… Dare To Dream!!!
Add comment October 5, 2008
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